Oh. But if you don't dry it, could you get a rash? I guess you could, but whatever you don't get will just dry in your underwear. What's going on, Laney? Oh, your underwear! Of course, I don't know why I didn't think of that. You know, all this talk about balls radio You're so beautiful. I feel like my dad dried and powdered. Christ, Laney, can we change the subject? We got to get rid of Bingo. I'm serious. We can't keep him. It's just a dog, Laney. All kids get a dog. Why does it have to be such a big deal? Why does everything have to be such a big deal? Because dogs get old and die! I mean, what does a dog live? Ten years? Yes. Ten enjoyable years our kids can have a dog. Only you could manage to turn getting a dog into a ing negative. I'm trying to spare them a negative! This dog is going to die, and our kids will be heartbroken. Yeah, but that's life, Lane. That's how it works. Dogs die. Bingo will die too. The kids can handle it. I can't handle it. Well, then why bother loving anything, hmm? I mean, why bother loving me? Yeah, yeah. I don't see why anybody bothers loving anything. Oh, come on, Lane. You don't mean that. I do mean that. So what do you suggest? Don't fall in love. Don't radio Don't get married. Don't have kids. Don't act like everything's gonna be okay, when nothing's gonna be okay. Well, thankfully most of us like to keep fooling ourselves. You okay? Yeah, I'm okay. Why wouldn't I be okay? I don't know. I just worry about you, that's all. I got to go check on the kids. Hello? Hi, is this Diane? Yes. I'm so sorry to call so late. This is Laney Brooks, I'm Eli's mom. Fine. Actually, I'm not, that's funny, I'm not fine. I radio Eli came home from school today with a bunch of stories about how the Pilgrims were thieves, and Thanksgiving is a lie, and I radio Well, that's fine, I radio Well, you radio Yes, you can teach your kids anything you want, I just would. I'm trying to teach my son, uh, to have gratitude and Thanksgiving radio Okay, now, I didn't call to get into a debate with you, Diane, I just radio Mmmhmm. That's fine. Yeah, no, no, no. How about this, why don't you go yourself? And you can tell your little brat to stay the away from my kid. Help. Bruce. Laney? Are you okay? Honey, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Oh, Jesus, Laney. What did you do? What did you do? I don't think I can do this. It's just a month, Laney. You'll be home before you know it. You must be Laney. Okay. You can keep these. And you can keep that. And the rest of this you can get back when you go. And I need your bra too, honey. Jesus. I suggest you try and get some sleep. Drink as much water as you can. We'll check on you through the night just to make sure everything's okay. Questions? I need to call my husband. We'll give him regular updates. Everybody's anxious their first time, honey. You're gonna do great. I'll check on you later. When did you start hating me, Lane? I don't hate you, Bruce. Then why did you stop taking your meds? They were making me fat. That's bullshit. It's true. So, what, you'd rather be insane? You promised me you'd take your medication. If not for me, then for the kids. They're gonna start to notice. I need to call my husband. There's been a mistake. It's honestly just not the place for me. Your doctor will help you with that when you see him, honey. Okay, well then I'd like to see the doctor now. You know, the first hours are the worst. Well, is this a ing hospital? 'Cause I'd like to see the doctor now. This is a ing hospital right? Relax, relax. You need to get some rest. This is the worst radio Don't ing touch me! You're gonna feel better soon. I just want you to be happy, Laney, like you used to be. Don't you want to be happy? Okay, your blood work shows cocaine, amphetamines, Ambien and marijuana, but there's no trace of lithium. Do you want to tell me why you stopped taking the lithium? Nurse Pauline says that you're desperate to go home, and that you feel you don't belong here. I don't. Well then, why are you staying? Call someone and go. You're an adult. Why not? Because I have a family. So? So, I can't just go home and do this again. So, uh, where would you like to start? Really? Really. What's more interesting for you, the daddy issues or the drugs? Well, uh, I'd like to start with the daddy issues because it's a very organic segue into the drugs. Well, mine's boring. My dad left when I was nine. That's the whole story. He kissed me goodnight, and that's the last time I saw him. So, drugs? Yeah, we'll get to that. Can you tell me why you haven't spoken again? Um, he didn't call me. Why didn't you call him? Because I didn't know where he lived. Ah. He's upstate. My brother told me. So, your brother talks to him? He does. Or he did. I don't know. We um, we don't talk about Dad anymore because, um, it always ends up in a fight. When he left my mother, she was devastated. So, I radio I held onto that. And he didn't, I guess. Did she remarry? Mmmhmm. Yeah, a few years later. Why didn't you call him then? Why don't you ask him why he didn't call me? Why do you think he didn't call you? Can we talk about the drugs now? Hello? Hi! Hey, how's it going? Good! It's going radio It's going well. How are you? Good. The kids are wiped out. Getting ready for bed. It was a big day ice skating. You went ice skating, without me? Laney, I radio I just radio It's just radio We always go together, I mean, it's kind of our thing. Yeah, I know, Laney. But you're not here. Would you rather I didn't take them? No. No, I just radio I should've been there. I know, and you'll take them next year. Just focus on getting better, the kids need you. I need you. I'm sorry. I got to go. Can I say good night to the kids? I don't want to upset them before bed. We'll see you at the family visit. I'm sorry, Laney, I radio I have to go. I love you. We all love you. We miss you here. I love you too. You look good. Feeling better? I am. You seem like you're making progress. Yeah. Why don't you say what you're really thinking, Bruce? What? I don't understand why you're so angry. I'm not radio